My life is in limbo...
Not sure how to feel or how to look at my life right now. There are so many good things and so many bad things. There is a lot of he said she said bullshit going on. I have no concrete evidence to back either side. I felt so comfortable, so safe. Maybe I just want to believe one side and not the other. Yet I know how I've been used and abused in the past and I don't want to be hurt again. ::pulls hair:: Life is so aggravating.
Pep died. I'm so upset. I couldn't even go to pay my respects. She wanted me there with her. I wanted to be there with her too. I wanted to see the family and pay my respects. I wish they could have put aside their feelings for me so I could have been there.
Well, I'm at Mommy's. She should be home any minute. Gotta spend some quality time with her.
Ciao.
Pep died. I'm so upset. I couldn't even go to pay my respects. She wanted me there with her. I wanted to be there with her too. I wanted to see the family and pay my respects. I wish they could have put aside their feelings for me so I could have been there.
Well, I'm at Mommy's. She should be home any minute. Gotta spend some quality time with her.
Ciao.