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It's over. Everything there was to look forward to is now over and school is starting in 2 days and its just unbelievable. Summer should not be over, there are so many unresolved things that need to be worked out and figured out before school begins and time is ticking away faster than it has this whole time. There are too many decisions to face in the future, too many choices and I dont want to decide or choose, i just want to stay here right now and have to comfort in knowing exactly what im doing at this moment and not yet moving on, but i have to, as does everyone else, and i just dont want more time to pass away and leave me with more to think about and more to wonder about and more to figure out. I can't even begin to understand what exactly it is that I'm writing about, maybe just a wide variety of things, of things that have happened that I need to think through, things that could possibly happen that I need to worry about and wonder, or things that I have no idea about that Im just awaiting. I don't know but I really wish there was more time to sit around and just sit, without having to actually do something in the mean time. but hey, time passes and people change and I guess I am prepared for anything.