havent blogged in a while
Haven't been posting much, even though i visit often to read the updates of everyone else. I feel like a mess yet at the same time, im determined to get my life back on track. how that works im not sure. eh... i dont even know if i make any sense right now. sooo.. my results came out, i have 2 credits for my general education subjects - managing your business, and, health lifestyle and disease; i got a pass for pharamocology.. which im disatisified about. and the two other results for biochemistry and physiology are withheld. i've already submitted my biochemistry prac book, and according to everyone else, results should come out tommorrow same with my physiology. THe coordinator said i can probably get a PC for the results, so if thats the case i dont have to do a supplementary exam in february. i'd soo hate if it was in february. even if theres more time to study, it may clash with work, our trip to fingal bay, or my innovations course, which i'd hate to see get disrupted. But i havent' lost hope yet. i will aim higher and study harder. i know my boundaries now, i know what to do. no more procrastination especially on the internet.
I went swimming with jen today, and as she probably found out. i am hopeless. hahaha... i can barely, not even reach halfway across the pool. i need to improve my techniques and improve my endurance. i should probably try go more often so i will get better faster. i want to know how to swim before summer ends =) thats my goal anyway.
what else is new. hmm.. i've given up on guys. not saying im lesbian or anything, but i've given up hope of finding someone. i'm not bothered anymore, and its slack to say, but i've lost trust in alot of them. being friends is fine. small talk yeah.. sure.. but nothing more. checking out guys..hehe.. whats the use. it just makes me feel worse. screw dating. all my friends seem to complain about their partners anyway, and jen like so many others have told me its not really that big of a deal. not much of a difference. so yeah. stuff it. i was talking to a friend the other day, and she dreads it, even though she loves her bf v. much. she says wen they were on a break, she loved it, had the best time in ages... so yeah.. perhaps its a good thing that i dont get into one.
i went to a solarium for the first time this week ahahha, helen wanted to go, and seeing as though we hardly catch up, i agreed. we went to parra to go shopping which was fun =) even though i didnt really have money to buy anything. haha. but yeah, it was good. we got to the solarium half an hour late so we had to share a room. surprisingly it wasn't that bad. i thought it'd be burning..yet sort of not sure what to expect at the same time. the room was rather misleading though. i thought i turned black in there, like really really dark, but it was just the light. i still got a tan, just not as dark as what i thought in the room. yeah.. haha..it was good, though i probably wont be going for some time. apparently it can cause skin cancer and stuff... and yeah.. dont want that
im working the rest of the week. hopefully this week will be better than last. working monday to friday 11-4, and tommorrow night i have my KK with uni, we're going kareoke, so yeah...hope that turns out ok... i dont really fancy kareoke that much.. its such a drag for like... the first hr. then wen everyone gets in the mood of it, its time to leave.. silly aye? *sigh*...i should go get my KK present...i thought i knew wat to get, but now im not so sure...:S...i feel so drained right now... i must be extremely unfit if i can't last in the pool for v. long... silly girl.
think i'll take a nap and then go livo and see if i can find something nice.
I went swimming with jen today, and as she probably found out. i am hopeless. hahaha... i can barely, not even reach halfway across the pool. i need to improve my techniques and improve my endurance. i should probably try go more often so i will get better faster. i want to know how to swim before summer ends =) thats my goal anyway.
what else is new. hmm.. i've given up on guys. not saying im lesbian or anything, but i've given up hope of finding someone. i'm not bothered anymore, and its slack to say, but i've lost trust in alot of them. being friends is fine. small talk yeah.. sure.. but nothing more. checking out guys..hehe.. whats the use. it just makes me feel worse. screw dating. all my friends seem to complain about their partners anyway, and jen like so many others have told me its not really that big of a deal. not much of a difference. so yeah. stuff it. i was talking to a friend the other day, and she dreads it, even though she loves her bf v. much. she says wen they were on a break, she loved it, had the best time in ages... so yeah.. perhaps its a good thing that i dont get into one.
i went to a solarium for the first time this week ahahha, helen wanted to go, and seeing as though we hardly catch up, i agreed. we went to parra to go shopping which was fun =) even though i didnt really have money to buy anything. haha. but yeah, it was good. we got to the solarium half an hour late so we had to share a room. surprisingly it wasn't that bad. i thought it'd be burning..yet sort of not sure what to expect at the same time. the room was rather misleading though. i thought i turned black in there, like really really dark, but it was just the light. i still got a tan, just not as dark as what i thought in the room. yeah.. haha..it was good, though i probably wont be going for some time. apparently it can cause skin cancer and stuff... and yeah.. dont want that
im working the rest of the week. hopefully this week will be better than last. working monday to friday 11-4, and tommorrow night i have my KK with uni, we're going kareoke, so yeah...hope that turns out ok... i dont really fancy kareoke that much.. its such a drag for like... the first hr. then wen everyone gets in the mood of it, its time to leave.. silly aye? *sigh*...i should go get my KK present...i thought i knew wat to get, but now im not so sure...:S...i feel so drained right now... i must be extremely unfit if i can't last in the pool for v. long... silly girl.
think i'll take a nap and then go livo and see if i can find something nice.