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i suck at life.
seriously.
i've got to withdraw from a class. mainly because i've been super sick all semester and this class is at 8am. i make it most weeks but it's a two day a week class so missing more than three basically makes you fail, and well...i've missed more than three, even with all the drs. notes. but i talked to the teacher about a month ago and we decided i would make an attempt to get to class, read the stuff *which was never the issue* and do well on the paper. great. i've got a plan. but then, after working on my paper for 3 weeks, my computer decided not to work. i mean, it would turn on and stuff and but then the monitor would turn off. so yeah, no paper. and it's due tomorrow. SHIT! so i quickly write out an 8-12 page paper and hand it at 3am the day it's due. i'm exhausted, pulling shit outta my ass, sobbing because i know it sucks. yeah, horrible grade. there is no way i can pass this class with that paper grade. and i've love to rewrite it but i don't have time this week/weekend. it's initiation and inspiration week. this week is hell. not for the pledges...for the sisters. so with absolutely no time combined with having no clue how to fix my paper...i'm withdrawing. if don't my GPA will suffer and I can't have that.
blah to me sucking at life.
in semi-good news....54 days til the wedding.
other semi-good news....carolyn, my roomie, knew i was having a bad day yesterday so she bought me flowers. :-) i'm loved.
seriously.
i've got to withdraw from a class. mainly because i've been super sick all semester and this class is at 8am. i make it most weeks but it's a two day a week class so missing more than three basically makes you fail, and well...i've missed more than three, even with all the drs. notes. but i talked to the teacher about a month ago and we decided i would make an attempt to get to class, read the stuff *which was never the issue* and do well on the paper. great. i've got a plan. but then, after working on my paper for 3 weeks, my computer decided not to work. i mean, it would turn on and stuff and but then the monitor would turn off. so yeah, no paper. and it's due tomorrow. SHIT! so i quickly write out an 8-12 page paper and hand it at 3am the day it's due. i'm exhausted, pulling shit outta my ass, sobbing because i know it sucks. yeah, horrible grade. there is no way i can pass this class with that paper grade. and i've love to rewrite it but i don't have time this week/weekend. it's initiation and inspiration week. this week is hell. not for the pledges...for the sisters. so with absolutely no time combined with having no clue how to fix my paper...i'm withdrawing. if don't my GPA will suffer and I can't have that.
blah to me sucking at life.
in semi-good news....54 days til the wedding.
other semi-good news....carolyn, my roomie, knew i was having a bad day yesterday so she bought me flowers. :-) i'm loved.