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ugh.
i feel so wretched. inside and out.
nothing seems to be going right.
when the shit hits the fan, it really hits it.
i want my liam here to make things better. even if only for a short while.
i have to have oral surgery on the 16th. gee i'm so excited. not.
i want to have sex. not have surgery.
i feel ugly and fat and unwanted and unloved. and none of these feelings are down to liam. just me being my stupid idiotic self. i need to move on. i sound like joey potter from dawsons creek.
i hate that bitch.
i feel so wretched. inside and out.
nothing seems to be going right.
when the shit hits the fan, it really hits it.
i want my liam here to make things better. even if only for a short while.
i have to have oral surgery on the 16th. gee i'm so excited. not.
i want to have sex. not have surgery.
i feel ugly and fat and unwanted and unloved. and none of these feelings are down to liam. just me being my stupid idiotic self. i need to move on. i sound like joey potter from dawsons creek.
i hate that bitch.