Aug 01, 2005 20:16
depression sucks. let me just say that.
i'm more than lonely. and i'm all emotional.
and i feel like i'm constantly bothering liam, even though he says i'm not.
i feel like a loser.
and i know i'm not one.
and thats not me being all high and mighty.
i'm scared to grow up.
i'm scared to be married.
i'm scared to do anything real.
i got my tattoo because i thought it would take away some of the emotional pain but it didn't. it just hurt like a fucking cunt.
i am sad.