I Wanna Soak Up The Sun...
You know, sometimes people can touch your heart without ever knowing that you exist. Its amazing really. Or how one phone call can make your whole day. One smile, one hug, one kiss, one anything...
I guess it would make sense then that the absence of these very things can make your day shitty.
I need this vacation. This time next week ill be hanging out by the poolside, reading a book, and not thinking about anything besides the way the wind feels in my hair. *Sighs*
I want to go see Disney world, and visit my family, and swim till all hours of the night. I want to sit in the sauna, and the steam room, and the hot tub and just exist.
I want to actually have something to get up for in the morning, instead of getting up because I feel like a bum if I sleep past 11.
I want eggs and bacon in a kitchen that is not my own. I want to sit on the balcony and watch the ducks, and strange birds. I want to be able to see Old Towne, and get a 25 cent pepsi while thinking about going on the bungee jumping ride they have there. I never go on it, but it always crosses my mind.
I want to not have to work for a week, and not have to buy gas for my car, or drive anywhere. I want to get Pizza Hut, and waste quarters on Pac Man, and dollars on Ice Cream in a Waffle Cone.
I want to play Tennis, and I don't care if I suck.
For one week, I will not ask, nor be asked "What do you want to do?" because the possibilities are endless.
I want to be happy, because for some reason lately, I just can't seem to get there.
Im off now though. Time to spend 8 hours at a job that I absolutely despise...
Come visit me. It would make my day...
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