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i think its kinda funny. i sit here and read how people are missing old friends and are freaked out by the change in their lives. i guess its because i nevar got attatched to many people. i normally just sat to the side and watched everyone. and while i wish i was still going to school, i am sooo glad im not and doing things the way i am.
on a different note, JENNY!!!!! ewwwww. i went to the site of those ren pics u sent me, the chip talbert or albert site. anyway, i went to the miscellanious section and there were two really weird pictures so i clicked on them to see what they were and this one is a man enbracing a female corpse who is decaying but her eyes are perfect and wide open and staring at me and the other was a living woman being engulfed by a dead man. it was messed up but kinda interesting.
like everyone else, i feel things are changing. but for once in my life i actually feel comfortable in my own skin, or atleast comfortable enought.
they are still fighting. if he hits her or does anything to her again we will have some problems. i was in my brothers room and they were upstairs on the other side of the house and i could hear him yell at her. he leaves tomarrow. i soo want to just confront him and throw everying that ive been holding in for years in his face but id probably be dead soon after. after i leave i dont want anything to do with him ever ever again. i read my moms email and she said she was glad i had sean because she feels he keeps me from doing anything stupid and thats whats kept me alive the past few years. kinda funny ,what she resented she now embraces.
on a different note, JENNY!!!!! ewwwww. i went to the site of those ren pics u sent me, the chip talbert or albert site. anyway, i went to the miscellanious section and there were two really weird pictures so i clicked on them to see what they were and this one is a man enbracing a female corpse who is decaying but her eyes are perfect and wide open and staring at me and the other was a living woman being engulfed by a dead man. it was messed up but kinda interesting.
like everyone else, i feel things are changing. but for once in my life i actually feel comfortable in my own skin, or atleast comfortable enought.
they are still fighting. if he hits her or does anything to her again we will have some problems. i was in my brothers room and they were upstairs on the other side of the house and i could hear him yell at her. he leaves tomarrow. i soo want to just confront him and throw everying that ive been holding in for years in his face but id probably be dead soon after. after i leave i dont want anything to do with him ever ever again. i read my moms email and she said she was glad i had sean because she feels he keeps me from doing anything stupid and thats whats kept me alive the past few years. kinda funny ,what she resented she now embraces.