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Nov 08, 2005 13:53

when were young we think we're invincible.
i woke up in a crying craze this morning.
i had a dream sofia died. i couldnt believe it.
they killed her. who? someone. and chad stood there.
watched me cry out in agony, rolling on the floor
"i cant loose herr. shes not gone. i love her."
it was so real. heres the twist.
i walk up to the casket in dirty beat up clothes,
(cause everthing happens so fast)
and it was my sister.
& i start crying harder & in a more ridiculous manner.
"who am i supposed to cuddle with? why did she go running? we told her not to go
whyy?!"
and the weirder thing, is i was really crying like in real life. this is 5:12 in the morning
and i'm yelling, fighting the sheets, crying. mom comes in (in real life)
"whats wrong it was all a dream. loook (she pinches me) see youre awake. Shes alive, she never went running. its ok its ok its ok"
i can't stop crying.
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