Apr 16, 2003 19:28
*Tuesday*--well school was pretty good :) i got alot of congradulations fer maken the team :) i just really wish Amanda would have made it too bc then i would feel alot better about it and i would wanna go everyday and i would not be soo scared..and i wish Jessica would have tryed out :(...o wells i guess there are going ta be 2nd. try outs im pretty sure so they can try out and make it then :):) well anyways me and my mom made a bet that if i made the team i had ta call Josh and just talk ta him bc she misses him and said *we had too much ta just let end the way it did* dude she was sooo rite :( but o wells...so i called him (*i was soo scared*) and rite when i was going ta hang up (*2nd ring*) he picked up...:x i didnt noe what ta say fer a min but then i got HI out and we talked fer a lil then we both had ta go...but he told me not ta be a stanger and he was soo nice :):):)--talking to him really made my hole day :) well then i got ta go ta 7-11 bc it was really hot and my mom felt bad fer me i guess..and on the way we had a talk about me and Kyle and how we dont talk that much and ta we dont hang out or anything..and she said we should just brake up and hang out and talk alot more then try things some other time..even tho. i noe she is soo rite i dont wanna bc i dont want him to be mad at me about it and not wanna go back out or something..but i thought about it and i think im just going ta brake up and try things alil later i guess...well after that i went ta dance at 8 and that was kinda boring we just talked the whole time about us and camp and everything..then i came home call Kyle and ov corse he didnt answer his cell phone..o wells tho. ill live :)
*Wednesday*--well today i had a pretty damn good day :) i wear a pair of jeans thatr had a hole rite under my ass to school :)--i loved them pants but i had a shirt around my wast :) dont worrie i was not a slut showing off my ass..then after school my mom came and got me and we went ta farmer jacks :) then came back here and jess and amanda came over we just talked and sat around then jess went home and me and amanda we ta my lil brothers baseball thing...it was soo fucking cold it was not even cool :( well then we saw David and Kyle up there and we talked ta them fer a lil bit but there :)-awwe my mom loves David bc she thinks he a cutie and funny :)--she said *Ashleys a lucky gurl* :):)--awwe Ash. :):)
then after that we came back home and we ate then Amanda went home and i called Kyle but ov corse he didnt amswer :) so i called Josh :) and we talked fer a bit but them his phone started ta die so we got off the phone and now im about ta pick out my oufit fer school tomorrow..and i guess just lay down im not feeling so good :(
bye guys :)