My Beautiful Son
June 13,2006
Nicholas Eric Collins was born, he weighed 6lbs 15 Oz, 20 Inches long. God, He is just So fucking cute. Bright blue eyes, Light brown hair..thats going blonde like his daddy. I wish Chris was here to hold his son damnet!!!I know Chris loved Nicholas but he never physically got to hold him, and kiss him and do all the things I do with him everyday....I wish he was here so badly.
My apartment seems a little emptier...but at the same time...it's like I know he's there ...I just cannot physically see him, or have him hold me...or even kiss or hug him..and it's tearing me apart!!! I miss him so much...
Ugh....
I am goin to go now...I need to look for apartments....
love
erika and nicholas
Nicholas Eric Collins was born, he weighed 6lbs 15 Oz, 20 Inches long. God, He is just So fucking cute. Bright blue eyes, Light brown hair..thats going blonde like his daddy. I wish Chris was here to hold his son damnet!!!I know Chris loved Nicholas but he never physically got to hold him, and kiss him and do all the things I do with him everyday....I wish he was here so badly.
My apartment seems a little emptier...but at the same time...it's like I know he's there ...I just cannot physically see him, or have him hold me...or even kiss or hug him..and it's tearing me apart!!! I miss him so much...
Ugh....
I am goin to go now...I need to look for apartments....
love
erika and nicholas