Jan 15, 2006 18:17
I finally feel like life is playing out the way that I have planned. Brett and I have really been sitting down lately and discussing our future and it's direction. I have never been so excited about the thins to come. I guess I have always elt a little older than all the other people my age, but I finally feel that it is okay to be that way and Brett has really helped me to understand that that is okay. Finally I feel like it is okay for me to be a grown up :-) I know, weird. Mom told me, "you've always had an old soul".
So, this summer is really looking up. I have an interview with a summer camp in MAINE! yup, there is a giant possibility that I could be going to Maine for the summer. My heart wil always be with summer camps and I wish that I could make a career out of it :-) But I figure that this is the last time before Brett and I get married that I will be able to go to camp for the summer so ..... I am going to go for it. I tmay make planning the wedding a bit tough, but, sometimes I need to make my life difficult. It seems to be a trend for me. What are you gonna do.
School is going well. I have a lot of classes that stimulate me. I have a male/female communication class that is going to kick my ass, but when my prof speaks I can't keep my eyes off her. She truley is an educated woman. Also, I have a class soley dedicated to diversity in the mass media, which is an area that concerns me and one that I may be a tad passionate about. I also have a graduate class about health administration and .... it is interesting. I am really excited about what I have already learned about HMO's and PPO's and our country's idea of health care. needless to say, all of my other classes are trivial, but nonetheless I am excited to start learning about stuff that I am going to apply.
Brett has been gone for a few days fishing up north. After living through this summer without him because of his work, these last few days have been really hard. I know this sounds corny, but I ache when he is gone. If I do leave this summer that may be the hardest part, but working with the girls at camp will be worth it completely. I am always making my life a little extra tough :-)
*How is that KT? I updated:-)*