movin' it.
the past couple of nights i've been wearing Rob's shirt to sleep in. it still semi smells like him, but now that's mixed with the smell of my bed, and myself. i adore every inch of Rob.
meg's pickin' me up for school tomorrow. that means i can sleep a little bit longer, and be a little more at ease.
<3
:::EDIT:::oh yeah. and mike stopped by the kitchen today. he wanted to sell me a nickel bag. i laughed at him. then he asked me if i would come over tomorrow after work, cos his mom isn't home and that bryan kid is coming out. i dunno, things are fucked up already. i don't need more baggage i guess, but this could be a release.
why the hell is my body so itchy. my shoulders, hands, ankles. it's starting to get painful.
EDITIF YOU CARE FOR ME AT ALL, REALLY IN YOUR HEART CARE FOR ME, YOU WILL THROW THAT FUCKING SHIT OUT. FLUSH IT. IF I FIND OUT THAT ANYONE CLOSE ENOUGH TO ME IS SHOOTING UP I WILL FUCKING SHOVE THAT NEEDLE DOWN YOUR THROAT. GET RID OF IT. AND IF YOU DIDN'T LIVE 7 HOURS AWAY, YOU BELIEVE THAT I WOULD BE KICKING YOUR ASS RIGHT NOW. DON'T FUCK WITH HEROIN.
meg's pickin' me up for school tomorrow. that means i can sleep a little bit longer, and be a little more at ease.
<3
:::EDIT:::oh yeah. and mike stopped by the kitchen today. he wanted to sell me a nickel bag. i laughed at him. then he asked me if i would come over tomorrow after work, cos his mom isn't home and that bryan kid is coming out. i dunno, things are fucked up already. i don't need more baggage i guess, but this could be a release.
why the hell is my body so itchy. my shoulders, hands, ankles. it's starting to get painful.
EDITIF YOU CARE FOR ME AT ALL, REALLY IN YOUR HEART CARE FOR ME, YOU WILL THROW THAT FUCKING SHIT OUT. FLUSH IT. IF I FIND OUT THAT ANYONE CLOSE ENOUGH TO ME IS SHOOTING UP I WILL FUCKING SHOVE THAT NEEDLE DOWN YOUR THROAT. GET RID OF IT. AND IF YOU DIDN'T LIVE 7 HOURS AWAY, YOU BELIEVE THAT I WOULD BE KICKING YOUR ASS RIGHT NOW. DON'T FUCK WITH HEROIN.