Jun 12, 2006 16:57
I have never ever been so pissed off in my life. I'm so mad that I'm shaking.
I've been betrayed in the worst way by the person that was supposed to be closest to me. I knew we were growing apart, but it didn't have to end on bad terms.
Caroline, my old best friend who was with me all through middle and high school:
1. Talked behind my back to another good friend.
2. Told him every dirty secret I have (she was involved in most of them, but she failed to mention that).
3. Replaced me with her new best friend; a girl she made fun of for 5 years.
4. Cheated on her boyfriend with a guy I used to talk to all the time.
5. Dates this guy now, and he's 31.
6. Deleted me from her myspace and made it private.
7. Blocked me on AIM.
8. Decided to end our friendship. After everything she's done to me, I should have been the one to make that decision first.
My good friend that she played "let's share Robin's secrets" with tries to stay in touch with Caroline, but she quote "hates" him now and ignores all of his phone calls. I think that's a little harsh. I don't even hate her for what she did. I don't hate anyone.
I sent Paul this message:
if you ever get in touch with caroline, even though she cut off all of her real friends, relay this to her:
"I've figured you out, and I've caught every single one of your lies. I was reading a survey I filled out last year, and next to "most trusting friend" I put "caroline". I laughed out loud when I read that. I was also trying not to laugh on the phone the other night when you were making me listen to Paris Hilton's song about Nicole. I make fun of her music constantly, but that song described my situation perfectly. I know what you did, and you're the fakest person I have ever met. I feel sorry for anyone who gets close to you. Everything about your personality is pretend, and all you do is lie to people. It's really ironic how you talk about me and spread rumors, and tell everyone I lie. Almost every time I've lied, you were doing it with me. And I hope you're proud of yourself. You used to be such a great kid, and now you're a complete mess. Have fun with your tattoos, sex, and your 31 year old boyfriend. Your parents will be very proud. I'm sure this is too much drama for you, and you'll need to go tanning after reading this, but don't cause drama if you don't want to deal with it."
and Paul.
I was mad at you for getting in the middle of caroline and I, and I still think it was messed up. This doesn't make it right to do it again or to anyone else, but if you hadn't done that, I wouldn't have realized what a terrible friend she is.
Saying I'm angry is an understatement. I need some real friends. I deserve them.