Anne took today off of work thinking we could do something nice together, like put up the tree and decorate for the holidays or make cookies. but i'm still sick. i lost my voice after the store meeting yesterday, was took sick to go to my swi class, and ended up sleeping until noon today. then, i got up and couldn't stop hacking, and anne told ( Read more... )

i did absolutely nothing useful on my day off. well, i did buy the cutest longjohns ever -- black and grey stripey goodness that made anne say, "you look like a real criminal!" i then tried to suggest that we break some laws, but she was too tired for any stimulating transgression. tuesdays are not fun days off anymore because we both have ( Read more... )

last night i was on a mission in my dreams. as usual it was a mission of love and comfort, of protection and fierce defense. it took anne a while to rouse me because i clung to the dream; when i did wake up i was sweating and more exhausted than when i'd gone to bed. which would all be fine and good if i'd actually been helping someone, but it ( Read more... )

fitful dreams last night. i kept dreaming that anne was angry at me, which is bad enough, but then i had this very long dream that my sister had another baby, a boy named jonathan, who died. my father accidentally stepped on his head when he was just a few days old. i had tried to get the baby out of harm's way and felt guilty that i hadn't ( Read more... )