'you could be the one who listens, to my deepest inquisitions...'

Sep 22, 2006 13:19

Breaking things off is..

when no matter how great the food you eat is, everything tastes bland without him.
when you cant sleep at night and you cant get up in the morning.
when knowing you have a major law assignment due in a few days does nothing for you motivation - you sit at home and listen to all the music he gave you and wonder what he's up to.
when eating dinner at a 5 star restaurant could never come close to eating maccas with him.
when you wonder why no one has yet bottled his scent and tried to sell it, cos it smells so damn good to you.
and knowing that if they did, you'd buy a life time's supply so that you would never have to miss it.
when you kick yourself for breaking it off when you knew you'd feel this way, and wondering over and over again if you've made the right decision.
when no matter how nice the weather is outside, it always seems like it's raining.

this may all sound pathetically soppy, but i miss him incredibly.

but moving onto happier things now. woke up this morning to realise that things are for the best. so its over, but it has been a good thing. there are moments there that you know you'll keep with you for a long long time. try to focus on the positives, and everything will fall into place.

i carry your heart with me, i carry it in my heart
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