Jul 05, 2006 23:36
i am so sick of being hit on
I DONT WANT TO DATE
and then when i turn guys down
some dont give up
despite my endless turn downs
some stop talking to me...
WHAT? I'm not good enough to
hang out with unless you can get some ass?
some are like "i'm never asking a girl out again"
and tell all of their friends that i "hurt" them
when all i said was "i'm sorry. i'm not dating"
and then SOME fuckers turn around
and say shit like "fuck you i can do better"
YEAHHHH. WHATEVER. THEN WHY DID YOU
OBSESS OVER ME FOR MONTHS AND THEN
BEGGGGG ME TO DATE YOU OVER AND OVER?
My life has been shit lately.
I have work, and my life to keep together.
I have found myself drawn towards people
with goals and ambition in life.
Not just working meaningless jobs with no
futures. I need to start a new life. I need someone
to love me for me. Although I am not looking.
Sometimes I run into clean cut guys with nice hair,
clean complexions, shirt and ties, perfect smiles,
and dreams in their lives and I wonder how life
would be inside their arms and in their care.
I want to be taken care of.
I'm not saying I want to be lazy.
I want to be cherished and special.
I want to be fragile and sweet.
I want things I can't find right now. So i'm not looking.
Right now I want a good book and real friends.
And a family I can always turn to.
But life isn't fair.
Oh yeah... I start my new job tomorrow
and I got my hair stripped of all the black today
and dyed brown and blond highlights.
That usually racks up about $110
But I went to a Beauty Academy where students do hair.
It was also cut. And it looks great.
How much you ask? $25!!!!
I love it.