still shocked.

[beautiful_rain]

i suppose there are people out there (or perhaps not) wondering why i have not alluded to the tragedy which has shocked us all...

i cant. ive cried. ive spent many sleepless nights with a racing mind and a cold sweated body.

i just wish it would all go away. and perhaps, just perhaps if i cease making conversation, cease the thoughts, cease reading the daily paper...well maybe i might be able to laugh again.