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Haven't really written in here for a couple of days but I thought it was time! Getting pissed off with the people in my old lj saying how they're in love and how they're going to see their boyfriends etc. I mean, I think I'm happy being single, but when I hear them talk about going to meet up with their 'other half' I'm just like....... -_-. I was thinking about my ex today, and how nice he is being to me. But he's too old (turning 24 on thursday and I'm only 18). I just like the excitement of it all........
I spoke to Andy the other night over msn, asking him if I'm wasting my time getting to know him. He said that I'm not wasting my time on him, and that I shouldn't give up on him. I don't understand it because he doesn't bother texting me, e-mailing me etc. I'm the one who does it :( and I just feel like nothing is going to happen. I've also got their weird guy telling me he loves me everyday, when I've only met him a few times. He used to go to my old school, and must be so incredibly desperate for a girl, that he just latches on to some girl that comes along and says hi. It's pissing me off though. I try and have a normal conversation with him, then he says "bored. I love you Em".
Okay, thats off my chest now. Friday night turned out to be SHIT. Was sposed to be going to Moda with Liz and everyone else, but they all decided to go home at 12 and I had to wait until 2:30am to meet Yaz. So I rung up Rosie and asked if I could meet them at The Hub. Went there at 12, and had to listen to indie/rock music for two and a half hours. Was so so so crap. I seriously can't dance to music like that, and I just felt so out of place. Yaz kept on trying to get me to dance, but I really really wasn't in the mood. On Saturday we went to the bullring in birmingham and I got my grad ball dress. I got my acrlyic nails done today and some creepy chinese place :S They do look good though. Was getting a little paranoid cause they all kept on speaking chinese to each other, and were laughing. So god damn rude!
Anyway, I'm gona get off the computer now, and wait for a text from Andy. Sad isn't it...............
I spoke to Andy the other night over msn, asking him if I'm wasting my time getting to know him. He said that I'm not wasting my time on him, and that I shouldn't give up on him. I don't understand it because he doesn't bother texting me, e-mailing me etc. I'm the one who does it :( and I just feel like nothing is going to happen. I've also got their weird guy telling me he loves me everyday, when I've only met him a few times. He used to go to my old school, and must be so incredibly desperate for a girl, that he just latches on to some girl that comes along and says hi. It's pissing me off though. I try and have a normal conversation with him, then he says "bored. I love you Em".
Okay, thats off my chest now. Friday night turned out to be SHIT. Was sposed to be going to Moda with Liz and everyone else, but they all decided to go home at 12 and I had to wait until 2:30am to meet Yaz. So I rung up Rosie and asked if I could meet them at The Hub. Went there at 12, and had to listen to indie/rock music for two and a half hours. Was so so so crap. I seriously can't dance to music like that, and I just felt so out of place. Yaz kept on trying to get me to dance, but I really really wasn't in the mood. On Saturday we went to the bullring in birmingham and I got my grad ball dress. I got my acrlyic nails done today and some creepy chinese place :S They do look good though. Was getting a little paranoid cause they all kept on speaking chinese to each other, and were laughing. So god damn rude!
Anyway, I'm gona get off the computer now, and wait for a text from Andy. Sad isn't it...............