Only 4 more days of school!

May 17, 2005 19:10

So im kinda bummed that its only Tuesday, however on the bright side we do only have like 4 more days of real school left, then two half days of finals. School kinda sucked today, i was in a good mood for most of it but idk, i just kinda kept to myself and got pissed off for no reason during the afternoon. After school Preston and I went to the Duluth Park...or whatever you call that big open area with the fountain where the Soda Shop (good icecream!) is. We spread out a blanket and just layed there and talked for a bit, then we went to Sidelines and ate!!! We both had to go home after b/c of homework. (homework...its ruining my life..literally). Anyways, yay one of my friends is making me a Cd right now. haha- music always makes me happy. Oh, PRESTON: What ever happened the the CD u were making me???? haha im still waiting and until then you know what im listening to! When I got home today I got into an argument with my mom (surprsie surprise)...we argued about vacation dates (She thinks were going on vacation during Prestons bday...i said hell no)...and we also argued about religion. As some of you may know, i love to debate and WILL debate on anything. I should be a lawyer someday...hm... So we got to talking about it and as usual she couldnt answer some of my questions and I left her speechless with some of my sacreligous..yet true remarks. I started to walk away and she said "ill pray for you" then i yelled "I will not conform! Everyone makes their own decisions..there is no influence, well spiritual influence on them....You can pray but i prefer not to waste my time praying to a wooden ceiling fan" UGH! This topic makes me very angry, and really gets me going.
It is said that "prayer is power"...haha yeah right. I tried that, he NEVER ONCE answered any prayer or anything. If there is even a guy up there I guess i could give him credit for a few moments in my life where i cheated death and got lucky, but im not going to call it miraculous or start walking around like a blind man that can see saying ive witnessed a miracle. Whatever man lol!

Song of the Moment:
I know there’s something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
you’ve built a love but that love falls apart
your little piece of heaven turns too dark

listen to your heart
when he’s calling for you
listen to your heart
there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
the precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah
they’re swept away and nothing is what is seems
the feeling of belonging to your dreams

listen to your heart
when he’s calling for you
listen to your heart
there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

and there are voices
that want to be heard
so much to mention
but you can’t find the words
the scent of magic
the beauty that’s been
when love was wilder than the wind

listen to your heart
when he’s calling for you
listen to your heart
there’s nothing else you can do
I don’t know where you’re going
and I don’t know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye

Yes I know, it sounds like a song for a girl about to dump a guy- i just think the lyrcis are rather interesting and the tune puts me in a calm/relaxing mood. Kinda depressing but whatever,
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