SO MUCHHHHH
SO Much Has Happend This Past month Man!!...
ON March 30th My Younger Brother Got into a really bad car
Accident with 4 other boyz He broke his Jaw in 2 place and
had to get surgery (he had to get 2 metal plate to hold his Jaw together
he also Injured His left Arm His nerves Got messed up and he is Not able to move his arm.. he is gonna need mad physical thearapy in order to get movement back... But Thank God He is Alive and DIdnt get Really serious LOng term Injuries 2 of his friends Had to get hip replacements ...
Im just happy That he is Home and doing So much better Is even starting to get On my nerves again lol so thats a good sign!
Yesteday was madd crazy for Me In ma Hood at the chrurch a Padre from DR Had come to do a Misa de Sanacion..well I dont usually Go to church Becuz I feel that so many People are so fake and currupted that go to that chruch I belive and pray to God In my own Crib On my bed I dont feel that I have to go To church to do so...
My mother is one who goes to church every sunday! well to get to the Point Ive Always been faithful to gOd BUt ever since my Bro's
Accident Ive Been More Faithful and thanksful to hIm for giving My brother
and his friends another chance at Life cuz everyone knows just by lookin
at the car we dont know how they survived!
SO Yesterday I go to chrurch and im just thanking god teh whole for my bro
People are singing they have a live band and whateva Then the father
begins to walk around the church with christ in his hands Its Liek a symbol of him.. so tehy are yelling like he is here and we can feel his Presence And i begin to start crying just praying for my brother and his arm I open my eyes go to touch the symbol and i Began ODDDDD Crying Like crzy my mom was holding me and i was screaming and stuff.. then i calmed down...I understand They say the Holy spirit touch me but You the feelin I got was Unexplainable.. It was in a way scary Cuz .. i dunno it was wierd lol.. after i calm down Im a lil embarrassed and i sit down my mom was like dont get embarrass u got touched but christ. Lol the thing is This is the 3rd Time thas happen It happen twice at a retreat i went 2 a few yrs ago.. But even tho It sounds Crazy I Do feel Better and Like cleansed Its wierd But i do
I was Gettin into a Lil depression and just confused on what i wanted to with
my life like i just wanted to change i felt liek i wasnt movig up in life as if for teh last few years I been in the same step... But hopefully i will be moving up soon!