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I know i havent updated In a Min Now, But i really wasnt up to Nothing just the same reg shit, School, then Home.. same shit diff diaper...
But yeah im not doing to great in math, Im studying and going to tutoring to try and help myself but its like no use i dont know why i cant get none it stuck in my head no matter what i do i cant get math ugh and that shit stresses me out so fucking much it makes me hate it even more!!
But on a good note me and my mother are no longer fighting she hasnt been getting on my nerves as much as she useto, so thas on less thing im not stressed about, i still cant wait to move out lol, becuase i feel still that one day i know its going to blow up between us.... i just feeel it will happen soon Ilove her and i know she loves me But there are certain things we dont agree on.
On the Guy situation i kiinda cut it off with stephon i had a talk with him and it seems like he has no real dreams on getting out the Hood, and stop hustling and i really dont wanna be with a nigga thats like that i wanna be with a guy who has dreams who wants to do betta for themselfs and get out the hood! Me and Dennis still talk but not like we useto but its kool i like it better this way....... i dont know im a very confusing person and at times i be confusing myself like sometimes i want to be alone and just want to be single and do me but then at the same time there are times that i want to have a man somone to hold me and hug and just be there for me when i need them .. but at the same im scared to fall inlove and getting hurt i dont wanna feel the way i have in the past.......blah
well anyways yesterday i went to Speed to see Trey Songz and JIm Jones, at first it was madd kool we was dancing and buggin out or whateva but that club is madd disorganized cuz they let madd peeps dance on teh stage before the performance and by the time they had to perform there was no room for teh peeps on stage to get out cuz peeps was crowing arond the damn stage you i was madd smoosh and was gonna fight sum bitch that was beasting to move up i was just waiting for her or her friend to pop off.... but even tho i was sqooshed i was waiting for a min for these niggaz so i didnt bounce, jim and trey came out around 2 sumthin and omg jim jones is one sexxi scruffy nigga haha he looked madd scruffy and crusty But sexxi at the same time lmaoo.. nigga was High as a motha fucca, he had a blunt in his hand the whole time nigga was perf lolz, then Trey Came OUt OOOH WEEE BANGIN!!! that boy Is OD sexxxy!!! and he was killin it when he was singing , then he kept looking at me i was GASEd lmfaoo im not even gonna lie he kept lookin and sum girl next to me was like i see that he keep lookin at you its ya eyes and i was dying hahaha, but yea he sexxi and he could sing and I love the Eye Contact He be doing yo he be staring hard into ya eyes .. and thas wassup lolzz
But yea Ill try to update again pretty soon!!
thas All folkzz