we are all in the gutter but some of us are looking at the stars

[beautiful_kahli]

i havnt updated for a while. i guess i have been having a pretty shit time and i didnt want to read back and remind myself of it.
but anyway.
i much better now.
i have a really bad headache at the moment. i failed my driving test today so i think its that....or lack of sleep.

i feel like im in a bit of a rut, there is so much i want to do and i want to do it all now. so many goals.

well its my birthday on monday.... oh yes it is!!! :D