heartbroken
why do people like to hurt my heart.
fathers day and my dad just has to tell me that he isnt going to pay for me in uni and he is going to sell my car because he hates my mother.
then i find out that shaun cant be bothered but he cant tell me can he.
then i find out that 3 of my best friends have stolen from me and annalisa.
i love my life. i love feeling this way.
my parents thing is supposed to be over but no it cant just lie can it. do you have ne idea how much i cant take this? i feel how i felt before. on that spiral going down. i cant take this. i have taken it for so long and no matter how much i pretend to be so happy with my life and with myself and with school and with everything. i just want to die. i cannot cope ne more.
all i want is love. as pathetic as that may sound to you i have never even had a boyfriend and i have never had a father. i feel really fucking sorry for myself at the moment because whoever is watching me up there at the moment is really shitting on me. if i had the guts id slit my wrists and be done with the lot of them
fathers day and my dad just has to tell me that he isnt going to pay for me in uni and he is going to sell my car because he hates my mother.
then i find out that shaun cant be bothered but he cant tell me can he.
then i find out that 3 of my best friends have stolen from me and annalisa.
i love my life. i love feeling this way.
my parents thing is supposed to be over but no it cant just lie can it. do you have ne idea how much i cant take this? i feel how i felt before. on that spiral going down. i cant take this. i have taken it for so long and no matter how much i pretend to be so happy with my life and with myself and with school and with everything. i just want to die. i cannot cope ne more.
all i want is love. as pathetic as that may sound to you i have never even had a boyfriend and i have never had a father. i feel really fucking sorry for myself at the moment because whoever is watching me up there at the moment is really shitting on me. if i had the guts id slit my wrists and be done with the lot of them