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Corey found out yesterday that I made out with Victor. He is extremely pissed at me right now. He has made me feel so horrible. I feel like the fucking dirt he walks on. We did, however, get our apartment today. We are moving in on Saturday. I'm SO nervous. Will I really ba able to handle living on my own? I'm not so sure. How am I going to handle living with Corey when he hates me right now? That, I don't know either. Homecoming is in a week and Corey won't go with me. That makes me sad and I don't want to go by myself. I really want to go shopping for an outfit this weekend too. I don't know what I am going to do. I don't know how my life is going to end up anymore. I used to have this whole plan thing worked out, but its all changed. I don't even know if I am going to go to college anymore. How is my life going to end up? I don't know. Guess we will have to see later. I'm just worried. What if things don't work out? I'm not going to think that way. Everything will be fine. I'm still scared though. Off to take a shower. Toodles. Muah! xoxo