behind every desire is another one waiting to be liberated when the first one's sated
i haven't had such a lazy day in so long. it feels okay. i've found new use to my knowledge of how math works just as much as how a ghost story switches back and forth in time and how people are so easy to figure out. for a minute there i was obsessed with deviating my life around two or three other ones but it's quite enlightening when i can take a step back, watch a show about american diners for almost five hours and decide that i am my own person. you might say greedy, i say powerful. i won't allow myself to get crushed at things that are fruitless when there are more trees down yonder that are filled with sweet fruit and waiting to be picked. i am so keyed up to finish the last few months of the junior year i thought i would never survive through and to jump in the water and sun. there's still a little to go.