im a "SLUT" or so says everyone else... but if they only knew that reasons i do the shit i do. Ya it feels good and all, but there is a real reason for it. when im hooking up i no it dosnt mean ne thing, but for those 10 minutes i feel loved, that im the only person they person is thinking about. I dont no, maybe it sounds stupid, but its true. I luv hooking up, but im not a slut! Ive been through so much shit in my life, can u really blame me for wanting to feel loved. the ironic thing is, that im TARIFIED of love. i wont let ne one say it to me. i dont even think its real. because i ALWAYS get hurt. how could there be love in that?? But the love when im hooking up is there for a moment to make me happy and then leaves so i no that i didnt get attached. It makes me ok.
I can relate to everyone on this page, anerexic, bilimic, cutting, depressed, tharapie, etc. But i dont give a shit becuase im having fun. My parents told my tharapist they thouygh i was "out of controll". screw it i dont care, im having fun with my life. I scare people that "love me" and i feel bad but i need to live, becuase no one will life for me. its me and only me so i got to live it! so fuck me, or call me a slut, i dont care ne more, tell me i need help, or that im out of controlle, becuase i dont any more. let me be, and "love" me for me, or just dont get involved at all. everyone on this page should sty storng, becuase im sure they have soemhting, or someone to live for.
or so says everyone else...
but if they only knew that reasons i do the shit i do. Ya it feels good and all, but there is a real reason for it. when im hooking up i no it dosnt mean ne thing, but for those 10 minutes i feel loved, that im the only person they person is thinking about. I dont no, maybe it sounds stupid, but its true. I luv hooking up, but im not a slut! Ive been through so much shit in my life, can u really blame me for wanting to feel loved. the ironic thing is, that im TARIFIED of love. i wont let ne one say it to me. i dont even think its real. because i ALWAYS get hurt. how could there be love in that?? But the love when im hooking up is there for a moment to make me happy and then leaves so i no that i didnt get attached. It makes me ok.
I can relate to everyone on this page, anerexic, bilimic, cutting, depressed, tharapie, etc. But i dont give a shit becuase im having fun. My parents told my tharapist they thouygh i was "out of controll". screw it i dont care, im having fun with my life. I scare people that "love me" and i feel bad but i need to live, becuase no one will life for me. its me and only me so i got to live it! so fuck me, or call me a slut, i dont care ne more, tell me i need help, or that im out of controlle, becuase i dont any more. let me be, and "love" me for me, or just dont get involved at all. everyone on this page should sty storng, becuase im sure they have soemhting, or someone to live for.
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