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I havent updated in a while, but im bord and shit sucks and i have nothin better to do so i guess i'll spill my head although like NO1 will actually read this!............................ it sucks when you think things are going fine and they fall and it sucks when you expect it to be over but then theres just more to come. i ono i broke a promise with a really good friend that i love and i feel bad. they said it was ok and they didnt care but im scared theyre looking at me in a different way and things wont go how i want them to. one of my best friends chris decided to make a horrible desition inlife and its gunna make me cry! i love you chris but c'mon re think this!! its killing me to watch you fall!
It wasnt long ago i loved you inside and out, and it wast long ago i couldnt stop thinking about u. but then a flash and then the bullet drew closer, you stoped it all, you arent even the same.. i regret it so but its time to open the jar, and i watch, i cry, as they slowly flutter away. your butterflys were beautiful christian, you should never have let them go.