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I'm still a little bit shaken up....it shouldn't have been a big deal. I just need to be a big girl. And I know I did stuff to put me in that position...but I was just being nice. Sometimes, I flirt...well I guess I flirt a lot. But most of the time, it's just innoncent or supposed to be. Somehow things got messed up tonight, and he thought that I was going to...well I don't know. I know what he wanted. I just thought that I was going to be nice and take Mike home since he had all kinds of problems yesterday. I thought that's all it was. And I feel so stupid because in the last couple of days, I have been very friendly with a certain someone even more friendly than tonight. But it's okay when Justin touches me cause well its him. I just never freaked like this before, and now I'm bawling and nothing that bad even happened. I just feel like a little girl again.