Me? Upset? Never...
Ok....so maybe I get upset over stupid shit....but then again, sometimes the shit I get upset over isn't that stupid.
- I am a little uncomfortable with the fact that he sees his ex fiance EVERY DAY at work. Yes.
- Maybe I am a tad uneasy about him having to talk to her in a week more often than I have spoken with any of my exes since we broke up. Yes.
- Maybe it gets to me a little when she comes up in conversation more often than we go out. Mmmhmm.
- It might be a little unnerving that one night not too long ago, when he was a bit uninhibited (read intoxicated) he told me that he sometimes still has feelings for her when he sees her. Yep.
And yesterday I found out that THEY HAVE A DOG TOGETHER! I'm sorry...but that's a big thing to me. I mean...a dog is like practicing for a kid. It's not like, oh we got bath towels together. No.... A dog is part of your family. And what's worse....I found this out becasue he told some GIRL he was talking to ONLINE! For fuck sake! That's all he ever wants to do online besides look stuff up to buy for his CAR is talk to random GIRLS he finds in chat rooms. Mother fuck!
So am I crazy to be a bit upset? Or do you agree that it's right for me to be a little less than thrilled?
PLUS: Today I hit some guy's truck because my car is a fucking piece of shit and decided that instead of going backwards when I put it in reverse it would backfire and lurch forward. Either I or my insurance company will be paying him $403 in damages. Yeah....I've had a shitty damned day. This day can kiss my ass.
Leave me love....I need it.