From sex with Faith to the dance. Boring much, dance?
Faith and I had sex. We had sex! Faith actually was willing to have sex with me and seemed to enjoy it. Before Cordy, I think that I would have had a heartattck if it happened, but now, it was just fun, and it was exactly what I needed, even though I had been with Cordy sexually just two days ago. It wasn't like I was betraying Cordy in any way. I mean, Angel sired her and she was a vampire now and I was thinking that the two of them were bumping wrinklies. It wasn't how I wanted it. I mean, I would love to be going to homecoming with Cordy, who until she died, was my girlfriend. I would have loved to do the traditional thing, which was to go to Will's and compare our clothes and dress and make fun of the way that we looked, but I couldn't do that, either. Angel had killed Willow outright and I wouldn't even get to see her again, even as a demon, like I was sure to see Cordy again.
I couldn't even describe how good the sex had been with Cordy. It was the first time for both of us, but that paled in comparison to the sex with Faith. I was pretty freaking far from an expert when it came to sex, but Faith was so experienced and so energetic, that it brought out the best in me and I was good. I was actually pretty damned good. It felt good to me, anyway, and I didn't get the impression that Faith was dissatisfied with the service and even though I knew that she had the whole love em and leave em thing going on and that the two of us weren't headed for a relationship, I sensed that if I could meet her needs sexually and step up to the plate like I did earlier, that she would be willing to ride me on a regualr basis and I was hoping that she would, because it was the only way that I could feel right now. What happened to Will and Cordy had made me numb, but Faith, in a half an hour of sweaty pleasure, had cured that and made me feel like a man and like someone who still wnated to help her and even Buffy, who I couldn't really look at right now without thinking of Willow, fight the evil forces here in Hellmouthville.
We showered in her crappy apartment and not to get all boyfriendly with her, because she'd freak, probably punch me and then never have sex with me again, I wanted to offer her a place at the Harris family residence. My dad wouldn't mind a beautiful woman being around, she wouldn't be in this dump, wouldn't have to pay and my mother wouldn't say anything or feel anything about anything, as usual. But, I didn't bring it up as of yet. I doubted that she would do it, because I knew that Faith liked to have her space, even if it was in a dump, but if it ever came down to her having to leave, then I would make the offer, only when I did it, I would do it non-chalantly and coolly. What was I doing? I loved Cordy, part of me loved Will and now that they were both dead, was I getting hung up on Faith? I definitely was and I think the politically correct term is pussy-whipped and hey, I'm man enough to admit it. Faith is just hot.
We walked to my house, she, clad in a beautiful dress and I didn't think that Faith could pull off the look, what with her usually wearing leather pants and a tee that highlighted all of her tremendous assets, but she did it and did it easily. The woman could look beautiful in anything, and her dress was made for her. My parents, and especially my father, looked at her with suspicion as we came in. I told them that we were going to the homecoming dance and they knew about Cordelia and had to be wondering why I wasn't going with her, but I wasn't about to elaborate on that. It was painful and inviting my parents in on the whole vampire debate just wasn't my idea of a party. Neither was this dance, although going with Faith, looking the way that she was...it was picking up. She watched me change in my room, and I felt no self-consciousness. From naked to fully dressed and her helping me with my bow tie and corsage. We felt like a couple and I wanted to have sex with her right now, and was fully prepared to get out of these clothes and get her out of her dress and do it right there with my parents to hear it all, my dick standing up and nearly ripping through my pants, but we couldn't. We had to go, as Buffy was picking us up here in the limo, and as I thought it, the horn blared from outside.
Buffy, this was a strange topic and as we started towards the front door of the house and after we had passed my parents, I looked at her, and was still amazed that she could look so elegant, and not always so tough and strong. I had to bring up the topic. Buffy would be wondering why we spent so much time together and though I didn't owe Buffy and explanation about who I did what with, sexually, I knew that it would come up, eventually.
"So...I'm thinking that Buff is going to ask questions about why we are spending so much time together, or at least, why we spent the day together. What should we tell her? I used to have a thing for Buffy and though she shot me down, she takes it upon herself to look after me and I don't just mean when we are fighting demons. What's your opinion on how to handle this?"
We had our arms locked together as if we were walking down the aisle or something and as she opened the door, our locks un-intertwined. It was probably for the best, but I didn't mind Buffy seeing us embracing each other. I didn't think of Buffy that way anymore and besides, Faith was beyond stunning and doing anything with her was a good idea to me. I just wanted to dance with her all night, maybe find a way to sneak a few drinks and get the dance over with so that maybe we could return to her place and have some more of the sex fun.
She answered my question as we were about to get into the windows-currently-closed limo.
[Faith and Buffy]
I couldn't even describe how good the sex had been with Cordy. It was the first time for both of us, but that paled in comparison to the sex with Faith. I was pretty freaking far from an expert when it came to sex, but Faith was so experienced and so energetic, that it brought out the best in me and I was good. I was actually pretty damned good. It felt good to me, anyway, and I didn't get the impression that Faith was dissatisfied with the service and even though I knew that she had the whole love em and leave em thing going on and that the two of us weren't headed for a relationship, I sensed that if I could meet her needs sexually and step up to the plate like I did earlier, that she would be willing to ride me on a regualr basis and I was hoping that she would, because it was the only way that I could feel right now. What happened to Will and Cordy had made me numb, but Faith, in a half an hour of sweaty pleasure, had cured that and made me feel like a man and like someone who still wnated to help her and even Buffy, who I couldn't really look at right now without thinking of Willow, fight the evil forces here in Hellmouthville.
We showered in her crappy apartment and not to get all boyfriendly with her, because she'd freak, probably punch me and then never have sex with me again, I wanted to offer her a place at the Harris family residence. My dad wouldn't mind a beautiful woman being around, she wouldn't be in this dump, wouldn't have to pay and my mother wouldn't say anything or feel anything about anything, as usual. But, I didn't bring it up as of yet. I doubted that she would do it, because I knew that Faith liked to have her space, even if it was in a dump, but if it ever came down to her having to leave, then I would make the offer, only when I did it, I would do it non-chalantly and coolly. What was I doing? I loved Cordy, part of me loved Will and now that they were both dead, was I getting hung up on Faith? I definitely was and I think the politically correct term is pussy-whipped and hey, I'm man enough to admit it. Faith is just hot.
We walked to my house, she, clad in a beautiful dress and I didn't think that Faith could pull off the look, what with her usually wearing leather pants and a tee that highlighted all of her tremendous assets, but she did it and did it easily. The woman could look beautiful in anything, and her dress was made for her. My parents, and especially my father, looked at her with suspicion as we came in. I told them that we were going to the homecoming dance and they knew about Cordelia and had to be wondering why I wasn't going with her, but I wasn't about to elaborate on that. It was painful and inviting my parents in on the whole vampire debate just wasn't my idea of a party. Neither was this dance, although going with Faith, looking the way that she was...it was picking up. She watched me change in my room, and I felt no self-consciousness. From naked to fully dressed and her helping me with my bow tie and corsage. We felt like a couple and I wanted to have sex with her right now, and was fully prepared to get out of these clothes and get her out of her dress and do it right there with my parents to hear it all, my dick standing up and nearly ripping through my pants, but we couldn't. We had to go, as Buffy was picking us up here in the limo, and as I thought it, the horn blared from outside.
Buffy, this was a strange topic and as we started towards the front door of the house and after we had passed my parents, I looked at her, and was still amazed that she could look so elegant, and not always so tough and strong. I had to bring up the topic. Buffy would be wondering why we spent so much time together and though I didn't owe Buffy and explanation about who I did what with, sexually, I knew that it would come up, eventually.
"So...I'm thinking that Buff is going to ask questions about why we are spending so much time together, or at least, why we spent the day together. What should we tell her? I used to have a thing for Buffy and though she shot me down, she takes it upon herself to look after me and I don't just mean when we are fighting demons. What's your opinion on how to handle this?"
We had our arms locked together as if we were walking down the aisle or something and as she opened the door, our locks un-intertwined. It was probably for the best, but I didn't mind Buffy seeing us embracing each other. I didn't think of Buffy that way anymore and besides, Faith was beyond stunning and doing anything with her was a good idea to me. I just wanted to dance with her all night, maybe find a way to sneak a few drinks and get the dance over with so that maybe we could return to her place and have some more of the sex fun.
She answered my question as we were about to get into the windows-currently-closed limo.
[Faith and Buffy]