okay you know whats really, really weird??

[beautie]

Okay, today, I didnt think of Mike at all, didn't cry, didn't have ANY emotions towards him, i completely forgot its our 6 month break up ann. lol It never phased me at all and like i get home and i saw some people on away and i lmao i always get on aim to see wha it says cuz im just nosy like that and when i did, i saw mikes sn on. And it was like "whoaaaa" and i was remembering all the shit lol. And im not in love with him anymore and i dont feel bad, depressed anymore, which is good. The only problem is that i compare mike to everybody else and erg ;D I dunno, i'm lookin at his sn and its like "say something, say something you bastard" and like lmfaoooooooooooooooooooo GRRRRRRRRR i hate it ;D i've tried talking to him but he hates me with a passion lmao. OH FUCKING WELL GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR....

i gotta go to work at 5....

i wrote dusten a letter....

yeah...

interesting................................

FUCKERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRSSSSSSSSSSS GRRR
im so mad but i feel like crying ;(