2025 year of the fuckening
2025. Already.
The world has gone crazy and suddenly even life in my own little world got dramatically insane. I don't even know what the fuck happened. Things were fine. The brother I live with got hitched, she's pregnant and has a daughter from a previous relationship that didn't work out. He was happy, we were all good. Then out of fucking nowhere My brother is telling me I can't come up to the house anymore(I spend most of my time in the RV in his back yard). It happened after the two of them came back from a little trip. They had asked me to take care of their new kitten they got. Which I was happy to do. They get back Monday night(I didn't know they had just got back, I was at work all day coming up to the house on my breaks to check in on the kitten, after my shift at 9pm I go up to the house to check in on the kitten, see that their car is there in the driveway, so I pop in for a quick second). I get they were tired after all the driving so I just go in and out. I mean no one tells me they're back no one sends a quick text to say they're almost home nothing. Now all of a sudden I've crossed some boundary and can't come up to the house "unannounced". The fuck?! I've lived here 3 yrs and no one had any issue with me coming into the house unannounced before. The house truth be known used to be my parents house, the house I spent most of my childhood in, the house my mom died in..and now all of a sudden I need to call or text and ask if it's ok to come up and visit my brother? PSYCHO she a psycho. Worst of it is she's carrying his baby. I'm done. I'm fucking done. Yeah man don't be using the hormones going crazy excuse on me. That ain't from hormones bitch. Like why be all nice love bombing me and shit which actually tripped my psycho alarm but I ignored it. Delt with your type before won't be going down that road again. Buh bye.
So that's how my 2025 is going fuuuucccckkkkk.
The fuckening
The world has gone crazy and suddenly even life in my own little world got dramatically insane. I don't even know what the fuck happened. Things were fine. The brother I live with got hitched, she's pregnant and has a daughter from a previous relationship that didn't work out. He was happy, we were all good. Then out of fucking nowhere My brother is telling me I can't come up to the house anymore(I spend most of my time in the RV in his back yard). It happened after the two of them came back from a little trip. They had asked me to take care of their new kitten they got. Which I was happy to do. They get back Monday night(I didn't know they had just got back, I was at work all day coming up to the house on my breaks to check in on the kitten, after my shift at 9pm I go up to the house to check in on the kitten, see that their car is there in the driveway, so I pop in for a quick second). I get they were tired after all the driving so I just go in and out. I mean no one tells me they're back no one sends a quick text to say they're almost home nothing. Now all of a sudden I've crossed some boundary and can't come up to the house "unannounced". The fuck?! I've lived here 3 yrs and no one had any issue with me coming into the house unannounced before. The house truth be known used to be my parents house, the house I spent most of my childhood in, the house my mom died in..and now all of a sudden I need to call or text and ask if it's ok to come up and visit my brother? PSYCHO she a psycho. Worst of it is she's carrying his baby. I'm done. I'm fucking done. Yeah man don't be using the hormones going crazy excuse on me. That ain't from hormones bitch. Like why be all nice love bombing me and shit which actually tripped my psycho alarm but I ignored it. Delt with your type before won't be going down that road again. Buh bye.
So that's how my 2025 is going fuuuucccckkkkk.
The fuckening