Lonely

[beaumabear]

Here goes another "my boyfriend is out of town" post. I do miss him dearly. I get really emotional when he is gone, to the point of crying at heartwarming commercials. I know it's sappy.

But I also get a flush of great emotions too. What they say about absence making the heart grow fonder is true. I am overwhelmed by my feelings for him, my cup runith over.

I also get more girly, I take bubble baths, do facials on myself, cook yummy delicious bad for me dinners, go to the mall, go to farmer's markets, rent chick flicks and watch them with loads of snacks in front of me, have slumber parties, make martinis, decorate, etc.....

I also become a better girlfriend, I do know that I neglect my girls when he is home. I promise I will try to keep the better girlfriend thing up.

But, I can't sleep at night. I have filled my bed up with tons of pillows in hopes that it wouldn't feel so empty, but it does.

I don't go to the movies, cause there is no one I'd rather go to a movie with then him. We just click well when it comes to movies.

I don't eat right, he keeps me in line about that stuff, kinda.

I guess there are pros and cons with or without him. That's life.