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i should have gone to bed a while ago, but i keep having 'just one more' beer and playing 'just one more' billy bragg song. i wonder if i'll ever get good enough at the guitar to play a show by myself, or meet people in this city that would want to form a band. i'm not quite sure if it's depressing. i think im still pretty optimistic about it. just worried that maybe im getting to old. i don't really want to be in a band that makes it big, just one that builds up a little buzz then disappears. enough to be a footnote in some sort of history, and that a few people walk around thinking about that great band that could have been but never was.