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wow, so i'm not really sure how to describe what i'm feeling right now... just different. that's a good word i suppose. it's like... something's changed. i dunno.
there's the feeling that i have on my own, and it's good. then there's the feeling that i have when i'm with other people. and i've gotten to the point where i'm good on my own. i'm happy and i'm strong. but when i'm around other people i've started to doubt my ability to be those things. i mean, i know i can be, but my mind just curls into the fetal position in the corner of my brain. heh, i dunno. that's not a bad thing, it's not good. however, it's more... like... expect? natual? i dunno.
but i'm good. i feel good, happy. i have a new sweater, and i had carrot cake. so that's good
there's the feeling that i have on my own, and it's good. then there's the feeling that i have when i'm with other people. and i've gotten to the point where i'm good on my own. i'm happy and i'm strong. but when i'm around other people i've started to doubt my ability to be those things. i mean, i know i can be, but my mind just curls into the fetal position in the corner of my brain. heh, i dunno. that's not a bad thing, it's not good. however, it's more... like... expect? natual? i dunno.
but i'm good. i feel good, happy. i have a new sweater, and i had carrot cake. so that's good