i sleep while i blink

[beau_ryter]

i'm incredibly tired... kinda emotionally tired. no. menally tired. that's more like it. i've just been thinking stuff non stop and it's odd. it's weird. and it's very aggrivating. ugh, sometimes i wish it were possible to just grab life by the steering wheel and take it where you want to go.

i'm frustrated with school, and my job, and all this other shit. and i can't breath through my nose!!! and i have a sinus headache that's not going away. and somewhere out there someone is having brain surgery and dont' know if they're going to live, and i'm a selfish whiney bitch. blah. gr.

on the brighter side of things.... i can't think through my headache.