Aug 01, 2005 09:00
okay childrenzz... im writen this here for myself.. lol bekuz i know yall dun even read muh journal nomore, cuzz i dun even comment.. sowwie..
YALL IVE BEEN AWAKE SINCE 4:00pm YESTERDAY AFTERNOON.. ***SMDH***
anyways - im startinq at lithonia high on the 15th.
kind of scared on that topic. not really as scared as i am nervous. meh n peedi had a talk about it &he told meh that i just need to focus on my work stead of tryinq impress ppl. n to beh myself. n ima really follow after that bekuz thats the best advice somebodie could really qive to meh about the situation im in.. hopefully i'll have some classez with andrea n brianna.. & my brittani if she has any 9th grade classez. and H 0 P E F U L L Y i'll have my lunch period with de & n brittani.
meh n de already decided on meh walkinq to his house every morninq so we can walk to the bus stop together.. we just have to find out a time. he better bring meh my poptarts too maaaaaaaaan casey dun play that!!! lol
im just nervous on the whole "meh being wht, n qoinq to this blk school" thing.. i on0 why tho bekuz i grew up around so i should beh use to it by now. which i very much am, i just dun feel like qoinq thru the rejection i did wen i first moved to Ga, wen i was alot younger. buh even if i do. it'll be okay bekuz my frens all have my back.. n as long as they r there the other kidzzz dun really matter. i just know how i am.. im too protective, n watch somebodie say somethinq slick about wht ppl. its qonna piss meh off. bekuz my mommiez wht, my family... i meaaan ...i AM wht!! n they prollie aint qonna think ima say somethinq, buh i probally would. im just not qonna fight. bekuz thats just not meh.
tonight im going to pray for;
my mommie & her job..
meh & my school.
vivian & her love life.
brittani & her kevin.. lol..
de & his past.
aaron & his lucy ;]
peedi & the navy.
my family. & muh baybie
n everybody else who has things they need meh to pray about just ask.. n i qot u pimpin!