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My life hasn't changed much.
Shit did go down between Dino and I.
We came very close to breaking up. Had a very very long conversation and got out all the crap that's been on our minds.
Ultimately, i can tell he no longer wants to be with me, although, he did say he has a feeling that the relationship to get better.
At the end we decided to give it another go, trial basis only to see if the shoe still fits.
I just don't see how he isn't as upset as I am. does it not hurt him to think of a world without me?
everytime i think about it i feel like my soul is getting torn out.
dammit! why didn't someone tell me love hurt this much.
someone kill me please.
i don't wanna go through this again. fuck love.
maybe i'll date a woman again.
if this ends, i see alot of premiscuous (sp?) action happening.
fuck life.