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well I guess this'll be my last entry for this journal even though I like this journal but too many stupid people read this..
so school finally ended. thank god. i'm glad for the most part cause I utterly hate everyone in my school.. though there may be like 3 people i like but probably hate them in some sort of way anyway.
there is absolutely no one fuckin normal in this school.. no one capable of a basic human conversation. no one who actually has decency to be him or her themself no matter whose in the room. no one whose fucking geninue and wants to actually be reliable. people are fucking idiots in my school.
well i'm feeling completely like shit now, knowing full well there isnt anyone on this earth I even like anymore except for a few people that only keep me temporarily content. thats fucking great.
everyone has this infalliablity to go in and out of my life. things change, people change. I hate everyone. I dont fucking deserve this.. I dont, but somehow it's always the same. I cant help but to continuously swelter hate for the people that left me. Probably some of the most important to me too. but thats just how it usually goes.
I'm not sure how this summer will turn out, a complete dissapointment? maybe it'll alter around and be suprisingly good? every summer varies since I'm never with the same people each year. So whatever I guess I'm saying goodbye to this journal and to all the fucking stupid/fun/ridiclous memories and friends that came with it that will be as almost obsolete as this journal.
i guess IM me if u want my new journal name if I actually like you and trust you. but most of the limited friends i have on it fit that requirement anyway so whatever. goodbye.
so school finally ended. thank god. i'm glad for the most part cause I utterly hate everyone in my school.. though there may be like 3 people i like but probably hate them in some sort of way anyway.
there is absolutely no one fuckin normal in this school.. no one capable of a basic human conversation. no one who actually has decency to be him or her themself no matter whose in the room. no one whose fucking geninue and wants to actually be reliable. people are fucking idiots in my school.
well i'm feeling completely like shit now, knowing full well there isnt anyone on this earth I even like anymore except for a few people that only keep me temporarily content. thats fucking great.
everyone has this infalliablity to go in and out of my life. things change, people change. I hate everyone. I dont fucking deserve this.. I dont, but somehow it's always the same. I cant help but to continuously swelter hate for the people that left me. Probably some of the most important to me too. but thats just how it usually goes.
I'm not sure how this summer will turn out, a complete dissapointment? maybe it'll alter around and be suprisingly good? every summer varies since I'm never with the same people each year. So whatever I guess I'm saying goodbye to this journal and to all the fucking stupid/fun/ridiclous memories and friends that came with it that will be as almost obsolete as this journal.
i guess IM me if u want my new journal name if I actually like you and trust you. but most of the limited friends i have on it fit that requirement anyway so whatever. goodbye.