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yikes too much time to think. here we go again.
my feelings are so bottled, the usual result consists of me splurging them out to
everyone but i still havent found what im looking for.
im pathetic, i know. im sick of being so bummed out about everything.
i've become the dictionary definition of a pessimistic.
i know its because of my lack of being out. im a social person, but when
everyone around me is disloyal i cant fucking be associated with it..
so what other choice do i have? im too weak for this shit.
i want to fucking scream out my anger to anyone.
please fucking understand this! just please listen.
its not like theres any purpose in life sometimes.
the future scares me. seems like everytime i come to this
reference, im in a dream state. this is a dream.
this is fiction in a book, a movie on a screen. this isnt reality.
i wish i had some inspiring words someone could associate with.
my head is just too split up into too many mind frames.
any topic leads me somewhere else that i dont want to go.
i need consolation. no, i dont know what i fucking need.
i hate that im just like everyone else.
i dont want to stand out,
i just dont want to be at the same rank.
i dont even want to be superior to anyone even.
i just want to be recognized.
no one and nothing is keeping me together anymore.
eh another thought; 1:52.
my feelings are so bottled, the usual result consists of me splurging them out to
everyone but i still havent found what im looking for.
im pathetic, i know. im sick of being so bummed out about everything.
i've become the dictionary definition of a pessimistic.
i know its because of my lack of being out. im a social person, but when
everyone around me is disloyal i cant fucking be associated with it..
so what other choice do i have? im too weak for this shit.
i want to fucking scream out my anger to anyone.
please fucking understand this! just please listen.
its not like theres any purpose in life sometimes.
the future scares me. seems like everytime i come to this
reference, im in a dream state. this is a dream.
this is fiction in a book, a movie on a screen. this isnt reality.
i wish i had some inspiring words someone could associate with.
my head is just too split up into too many mind frames.
any topic leads me somewhere else that i dont want to go.
i need consolation. no, i dont know what i fucking need.
i hate that im just like everyone else.
i dont want to stand out,
i just dont want to be at the same rank.
i dont even want to be superior to anyone even.
i just want to be recognized.
no one and nothing is keeping me together anymore.
eh another thought; 1:52.