Meh
It's just hit me that it's less than 2 weeks to Christmas.
I haven't felt it at all. Not one bit. Year by year, the 'Christmas feeling' decreases. and now this year, it doesn't feel like it whatsoever. I don't feel excited or happy or anything. I just feel stressed out and like crap because of everything.
Every year is the same anyway. And it's boring if I'm honest. I don't want to go through the same boring routine of just sitting indoors watching TV or going up the club (which is crap). I don't want to go round to my parents' friend's house and sit through boring games of charades. I'd rather sleep through the whole thing and just skip to 2009.
I don't want to celebrate this year. Because it's just been an endless cycle of torment.
I haven't felt it at all. Not one bit. Year by year, the 'Christmas feeling' decreases. and now this year, it doesn't feel like it whatsoever. I don't feel excited or happy or anything. I just feel stressed out and like crap because of everything.
Every year is the same anyway. And it's boring if I'm honest. I don't want to go through the same boring routine of just sitting indoors watching TV or going up the club (which is crap). I don't want to go round to my parents' friend's house and sit through boring games of charades. I'd rather sleep through the whole thing and just skip to 2009.
I don't want to celebrate this year. Because it's just been an endless cycle of torment.