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ughh 4 days. and then its a week, and then its less that i have to worry about, and less people i have to see and less things i have to talk about!
ahaha YESS.
and today was ok, which is nice.
we talked, it was ok, things are improving. i'm learning to cope with the fact that something amazing isn't going to happen, and things aren't going to change for the better. but thats ok.
and i've also decided that feeling bad about all these things only feeds the problem and that i should stop worrying and over-thinking things and fucking things up even more in the long run. but i have to say - its a lot easier to say something then to actually make yourself believe it.
ahaha YESS.
and today was ok, which is nice.
we talked, it was ok, things are improving. i'm learning to cope with the fact that something amazing isn't going to happen, and things aren't going to change for the better. but thats ok.
and i've also decided that feeling bad about all these things only feeds the problem and that i should stop worrying and over-thinking things and fucking things up even more in the long run. but i have to say - its a lot easier to say something then to actually make yourself believe it.