A little obsessed with the live journal lately
So the depression has subsided
at least for the moment
I have a week to figure out this housing situation and have opted to do a bunch of stuff on thursday
Tonight I listened to some Tucker Max
and I'm glad I didn't let my alcoholism get that out of control
maybe I need to
he seems to be pretty well off.
Lately, my friends are telling me I'm a distraction
I'm having crazy dreams
I just want to watch movies over and over again
and no one will hang out with me
no problem though, I don't care
at least I'm not depressed about it anymore
I have plenty of time to figure out everything
and I'm keeping my priorities in order
I'm still not a writer or writing
and I need to stop watching movies about people achieving things
and not achieving them myself
I feel like a failure, ten fold
I'm just going to keep failing until I win
and even then the victory may not be as sweet.
at least for the moment
I have a week to figure out this housing situation and have opted to do a bunch of stuff on thursday
Tonight I listened to some Tucker Max
and I'm glad I didn't let my alcoholism get that out of control
maybe I need to
he seems to be pretty well off.
Lately, my friends are telling me I'm a distraction
I'm having crazy dreams
I just want to watch movies over and over again
and no one will hang out with me
no problem though, I don't care
at least I'm not depressed about it anymore
I have plenty of time to figure out everything
and I'm keeping my priorities in order
I'm still not a writer or writing
and I need to stop watching movies about people achieving things
and not achieving them myself
I feel like a failure, ten fold
I'm just going to keep failing until I win
and even then the victory may not be as sweet.