From red to black
I know my aura has always been red in color. Lately, my aura seems faded and non existent. Only three percent of the American population have no aura. That is kind of sad and yet dangerous also. Do I dare dream again of brighter days and happier times? Or have I become so bitter and callused that I can't break away from these chains that bind me fast? I think part of the problem is that I work too much and haven't had any time to unwind. I learn more about myself everyday. I've been trying to figure out who I really am as a person, but to no avail. I think I'll learn once I finish school for good. Two and a half years left of hell on earth then I can get a good job after I get into the field of choice. Maybe my New Year's resolution should be to take time for myself and give myself some room to breathe. I seem to be missing all the fun and excitement. Maybe I should invest in a hobby or something. I know I have not been myself lately. Somebody, Please come save me!!! I wish I knew why I lost my passion and enthusiasm for life. I guess I'll set a goal of finding my lost aura. Maybe that would be a good place to start now?