Confessions
Title: Confessions (Epilogue)
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Sam/Dean (Wincest)
Rating: PG-13
Summary: One week after Dean was taken to Hell, Sam recounts the tale for a slightly disturbed Bobby of how the two brothers fell in love.
Sam pulled his laptop up onto the small table in front of the sofa. Bobby had gone out, presumably to go get more booze, but he knew better. It was to give Sam the chance to write his letter in private. Thus, he opened up word, and began to type.
Dean,
His hands trembled slightly as he gently tapped at the keys.
Just over a week ago, I had the worst day of my life. I failed…I couldn’t save you. Lillith took from me the only thing in this crazy, fucked up world that mattered. Two weeks ago, I struggled to imagine…no, I didn’t want to imagine a world without you. Now I am alone.
I told Bobby. He listened, like always, but I get the feeling that he isn’t as good with it as he pretends to be. At least it wasn’t as bad as if I had to explain it to dad. He would have killed me! Anyways, Bobby’s trying to help. He let me stay the night, and talk it out.
I couldn’t keep it together. I know I promised you I wouldn’t, but I cried. A lot. And Bobby and I had a bit of a chick flick moment. I know you’d call me soft right about now, but I really don’t care. I wouldn’t mind you calling me soft every day for the rest of my life if it meant that you would be here.
Remember when I promised you that I would love you forever? Well, I still mean it. I won’t let you go. I can’t. I will find a way to bring you back, no matter what. You didn’t deserve this. You died to save me. It should be me, not you. So, I’ll make it work. We will be together again. That’s a promise. Forever.
Love,
Sam