*sigh*
everything was going so well..
joseph and i had our 2 year anniversary on saturday
it was so sweet, we exchanged presents and went to see The Weather Man at the mall
but today..
i found out from cary that daniel was trying to get joseph to go over his house and smoke pot.. joseph said no (thank god).
but it brought up that issue in my mind again.. so i started talking about how much i don't like it.. and how i don't want him to do it ever again..
which, i think, annoyed him, because i've been saying that ever since may
so he drove off angry..
and i spent the rest of the day trying to cry when no one was around and trying to hide it when there were people around..
and god, i don't know what to do.. i just worry that he'll start again
damn it, i need to just have a good cry and maybe i won't be upset anymore..
*needs a hug... a really big one*
:(
joseph and i had our 2 year anniversary on saturday
it was so sweet, we exchanged presents and went to see The Weather Man at the mall
but today..
i found out from cary that daniel was trying to get joseph to go over his house and smoke pot.. joseph said no (thank god).
but it brought up that issue in my mind again.. so i started talking about how much i don't like it.. and how i don't want him to do it ever again..
which, i think, annoyed him, because i've been saying that ever since may
so he drove off angry..
and i spent the rest of the day trying to cry when no one was around and trying to hide it when there were people around..
and god, i don't know what to do.. i just worry that he'll start again
damn it, i need to just have a good cry and maybe i won't be upset anymore..
*needs a hug... a really big one*
:(