stuck in a rut but the hobo is holding you down
As i sit here right now everyone is downstairs at the awards for access broadway. Before i left i took a look around and thought of how it will kill me to leave this for college. All the friends i've made and all the girls and excitement the whole world and experience of it. I know i have a year to go but that year is the year with all "the lasts" and i will probably cry at each one. I will still be able to come back and watch but it is not the same as physically being there each week and knowing everything that goes on. I'm at such a hard place in life and i really need to find a way to move forward. I'm not trying to be sad or sentimental, but honest and insightful for those who have never had a family with 400 people in it.