So why?
Please let everything work. I feel stupid for wanting it, I feel embaressed trying to talk about it.
I have everything set in my life except this. I'm so stable and comfortable with everything. My senior year has been great, I have amazing friends and life is good. So why do I feel this way. I've never seen things in this light and I feel strange. It feels right and it seems wrong. I can't explain it. I have like this inner peace going on with everything except one thing. It's a mystery and I'm afraid of failure. I only know so much and it's frustrating me.
I'm trying to just let go of all stress. I'm trying to trust God. I'm trying to protect myself from being used or hurt. When I'm passionate about something it's a pain. I get attachted like a fool and try my best to achieve something. So I guess I'm trying not to be passionate about things or people.
Yet thats not who I am. I'm my happiest when I'm in love. I do better with art that intrigues me. I'm a passionate person. I run off passion it drives me to achieve my grades,complete art projects, attempt new things and meet people.
Yet most of the time when I get attached to a project, or a person it fails. So I try not to let myself go cause I want to protect myself from rejection or failure. It's hard for me to patient too, I guess good things come to those who wait though.
Nothing ventured, Nothing gained.
I guess what I'm saying is even though it sucks to fail or be hurt, it's better than never trying to reach a desired goal at hand. That you can't always protect yourself and you most of the time learn from your failures. So the next time around you can try new approaches.
And is it just me or has there been a ton of repeat shows on tv.
I have everything set in my life except this. I'm so stable and comfortable with everything. My senior year has been great, I have amazing friends and life is good. So why do I feel this way. I've never seen things in this light and I feel strange. It feels right and it seems wrong. I can't explain it. I have like this inner peace going on with everything except one thing. It's a mystery and I'm afraid of failure. I only know so much and it's frustrating me.
I'm trying to just let go of all stress. I'm trying to trust God. I'm trying to protect myself from being used or hurt. When I'm passionate about something it's a pain. I get attachted like a fool and try my best to achieve something. So I guess I'm trying not to be passionate about things or people.
Yet thats not who I am. I'm my happiest when I'm in love. I do better with art that intrigues me. I'm a passionate person. I run off passion it drives me to achieve my grades,complete art projects, attempt new things and meet people.
Yet most of the time when I get attached to a project, or a person it fails. So I try not to let myself go cause I want to protect myself from rejection or failure. It's hard for me to patient too, I guess good things come to those who wait though.
Nothing ventured, Nothing gained.
I guess what I'm saying is even though it sucks to fail or be hurt, it's better than never trying to reach a desired goal at hand. That you can't always protect yourself and you most of the time learn from your failures. So the next time around you can try new approaches.
And is it just me or has there been a ton of repeat shows on tv.