summer
highschool is over and its hard to believe
lots of memories id like to forget. i made my best friends outside of highschool and i think thats how it should be. nick visited me and we went bowling. i miss that kid way too much and i wish he didnt live in tacoma. warped tour was amazing. i meet derek who was an awsome person. i saw all the bands i wanted to see aswell. im trying to somewhat plan out my life but everytime i try to do that i feel like a loser.why cant i get my shit together? but then i look around and everyone seems to be as lost as i am. i feel like i work everyday of mylife and its no exageration. i think 10 days in a row qualifies. the money is good but i dont like having the money when all i do is spend it on food and random crap. i have no time to go and do anything fun. i feel like i was robbed of my adolesence. i want to cling on to sixteen so bad but its 2 yrs past. yay. now i can do whatever i want and smoke and whatever. i miss not caring. i miss it so much.
meanwhile i look forward to bumbershoot.
lots of memories id like to forget. i made my best friends outside of highschool and i think thats how it should be. nick visited me and we went bowling. i miss that kid way too much and i wish he didnt live in tacoma. warped tour was amazing. i meet derek who was an awsome person. i saw all the bands i wanted to see aswell. im trying to somewhat plan out my life but everytime i try to do that i feel like a loser.why cant i get my shit together? but then i look around and everyone seems to be as lost as i am. i feel like i work everyday of mylife and its no exageration. i think 10 days in a row qualifies. the money is good but i dont like having the money when all i do is spend it on food and random crap. i have no time to go and do anything fun. i feel like i was robbed of my adolesence. i want to cling on to sixteen so bad but its 2 yrs past. yay. now i can do whatever i want and smoke and whatever. i miss not caring. i miss it so much.
meanwhile i look forward to bumbershoot.